the music plays through my mind. and it's like the melody is flooding through my veins. am i the only one who's effected by this in such a powerful way? it doesn't even matter. i gasp for breath and i close my eyes. i want to scream; i want to run; this is what i was made for.
i promise. i promise.
and yet with such a strong drive, i still get confused as to where i belong. is this really what i'm made for? could i just be fooling myself? who's actually fooling who? because sometimes it gets cloudy, and i'm not sure what's happening around me. nevertheless, there is one thing i know.
and that's Jesus.
it's funny. i can get myself so confused trying to figure out my life. trying to figure out who i am. trying to figure out what's so significant about me. trying to figure out what i've got to offer. and then all it takes is one simple call,
"Jesus, i need You."
and there He is. and it becomes so much clearer. it doesn't always become obvious. in fact it's almost yet to ever be obvious. but in Jesus i have peace. because i know that He knows. i know that i know that He knows. and i know that He has such a big plan for me.
i'm promised. i'm promised.
and so i let it flow. i let myself get excited. i let myself rest in Him. and i try to surrender everything else. because He is going to work everything out in His time. and for now even though i feel like i don't know anything, i know He knows it all. and that's all i need to know.
